and i thought i did nights.

okay. nanggaya. nyehe. thanks, sxban.

samababitsmaderpakershet.

ay-em-egzosted.

seriously.

seriously. i love it so much i'm doing Winston in red. cool ol' Marl just can't seem to do the trick.

everyEFFINGday i take the time sheet and look at the wall clock, i have the sudden urge to run down the four flights of stairs, out of that decrepit shack of a building.

taking the elevator will only kill the drama - that which this unfortunate bunch of obtuse minds have been stuffing our faces with. to our shame, we have manners. we do not talk with our mouths full.

or maybe we just don't talk.

someone tried. given a we-caught-you-making-out-with-someone-outside-so-we-will-not-give-you-a-raise-and-fuck-off-and-go-back-to-your-workstation.

they may seem imbecilic, but they're smart enough to know not to mess with the smart ones.

my people are beautiful. and we know that to not do anything to compromise what some lives hang on to.

GODiMUSTleave.

kurkeh.
hapi burthdeh. :)

beautiful day, ain't it?

absolutely nothing will ruin this for me. c;

I'm Yours / Jason Mraz / Well you done done me and you bet I felt it / I tried to be chill but you're so hot that I melted / I fell right through the cracks / and now I'm trying to get back / Before the cool done run out / I'll be giving it my bestest / Nothing's going to stop me but divine intervention / I reckon it's again my turn to win some or learn some / I won't hesitate no more, no more / It cannot wait, I'm yours / Well open up your minds and see like me / Open up your plans and damn you're free / Look into your heart and you'll find love love love / Listen to the music of the moment, people dance and sing / we're just one big family / and it's our God-forsaken right to be loved love loved love loved / So I won't hesitate no more, no more / It cannot wait I'm sure / There's no need to complicate / Our time is short / This is our fate, I'm yours / I've been spending way too long checking my tongue in the mirror / And bending over backwards just to try to see it clearer / My breath fogged up the glass / And so I drew a new face and laughed / I guess what i'ma saying is there ain't no better reason / To rid yourself of vanities and just go with the seasons / It's what we aim to do / Our name is our virtue / I won't hesitate no more, no more / It cannot wait I'm sure / There's no need to complicate / Our time is short / this is our fate, I'm yours / Well no no, well open up your mind and see like me / Open up your plans and damn you're free / Look into your heart and you'll find the sky is yours / Listen to the music of the moment come and dance with me / A la one big family / It's your God-forsaken right to be loved love love love / I won't hesitate no more, no more / It cannot wait, I'm sure / There's no need to complicate / Our time is short / This is our fate, I'm yours / No please, don't complicate / Our time is short / This is our fate, I'm yours / No please, don't hesitate / no more, no more / It cannot wait / The sky is yours!

here's to 30 more years of: things and events not illegal, immoral nor utterly gross.
: hoping that the universe finally gives you what you dese... err, want. [note: hoping. nyaha]
: wonder.
[more beer and babes? easy.]

nawa'y makahanap ka na ng trahabong makapagpapataba ng iyong tiyan, puso at pitaka.
[magpakita ka naman samin, hayup. haha]

double whammy. if i get four, i'm out of the game. but i'm pressing my luck.
i just had the WORST exam ever. [so far hehe] i studied really hard for this. pero wala. WALA.
i think i'm moving this blog. i don't know where to and when.
i totally resent the ads generated at the end of my posts.

burnout mode na. the timing's perfect, really.

ObliCon midterms on the 11th. i hope not to be bothered until then. i haven't even understood half of what we need to learn for the exam.
Crim 2 crisis. we've had, what, four or five classes so far. and we're talking about all the crimes under the revised penal code, man. i've been contemplating on whether or not i should drop this class. but hello, TFI, i can't do that. laban kung laban.
Legal Profession, Legal Method. well, i think i'm doing okay with these two courses.
Work BS. it's been suuuuuper hectic. and i'm aaaalways late.

i have to shape up.

friends have been noticing my downtime. "nagbago ka na, maya," they say.

plus, i got a memo for tardiness at work.

what the f*ck happened?

daym, i'm getting old.
____

on to more trivial concerns: t*ngina. bat kasi di ako grumaduate na laude.

reminiscing some undergrad life or other.

UP QUIZ.
In UP I/have:
[ ] worried about getting bullied by fratmen or getting killed in a riot
[ ] got bullied by fratmen or was killed in a riot
[ ] witnessed a riot
[xx] watched the Oblation Run [and saw nothing]
[x] made friends with a teacher
[ ] was tricked as a freshman into attending a rally/prayer meeting [the terms ha]
[x] wore red or black on one of those wear red or wear black days
[ ] wore red on Valentine's Day
[ ] wore black on Valentine's Day
[ ] celebrated a birthday at Mang Jimmy's
[x] learned UP Naming Mahal [only for our graduation]
[x] got on the dean's list as CS or US
[x] slept on a bench
[ ] was an RA or SA
[x] lied or begged to an RA for a slot in class
[x] participated in a there's-only-one-more-slot-are you-feeling-lucky? [never did get lucky]
[x] jogged around the campus [among other things]
[x] visited the Vargas Museum
[x] knew at least one xerox lady, manong, or technician by name
[x] attended university level graduation [but missed the sablay turning thing]
[x] got an activist for a teacher
[x] watched a La Salle vs. Ateneo UAAP game
[xxxxxx] watched a UP vs. any school basketball game
[x] studied in CASAA [i love that one summer]
[x] studied in McDonald's or Jollibee Philcoa for one full night and bought just one regular-sized drink
[x] studied along Katipunan cramming in Mcdo/Starbucks
[ ] studied along Katipunan and affected the mannerisms of a stereotypical Atenean [uh, what the hell for?]
[xx] watched a play that's not required for Comm III
[x] went stargazing
[x] ate in Chocolate Kiss, Tea Room or Chateau Verde
[x] slept in the lib [uh-huh]
[ ] struck up a conversation with a taong grasa
[ ] wrote to/for the collegian.
[x] seriously pondered about the identity/ies of the people described in Eksenang Peyups
[x] went to the chapel [for various reasons]
[x] got a pebble stuck in your shoe/slippers while walking in Sunken Garden [among other things getting stuck]
[x] cut class with your block to watch a movie
[ ] had a voltes V for a teacher
[ ] took a class under Joseph Palis
[ ] lied to the transcript lady to get a transcript earlier than the standard 3 months
[x] went to a Freshman-only concert where you had to show your form 5 to prove freshmanhood
[x] subsisted on just streetfood (ex. fishballs, half footlongs, kwekwek, squidballs/rolls, mais, dirty ice cream) for a day [weeks even]
[x] learned how to smoke
[x] went on an out-of-town trip with blockmates or orgmates
[ ] fell in love
[x] actually read the book you keep borrowing from the lib
[x] played cards during your free time
[x] dress in business attire
[ ] sumabit sa jeep
[ ] got sung to or sung to someone in class during Valentine's day
[x] watched the lantern parade
[x] helped out a total stranger
[ ] helped out a total stranger because he/she was hot
[x] learned to stay awake for more than 24 or 48 hours straight [for some reason, i unlearned that]
[ ] got bullied by fratmen and feeling cool wannabe people who were actually losers
[x] took Wednesday and/or Sat classes WILLINGLY
[ ] volunteered for the pahinungod
[x] ate "tasteless white sauce" pasta from cock-a-noodle-doo
[ ] got a boyfriend/girlfriend
[x] took time to read the vandalism in the CR
[x] watched a sexy art film for any GE class [the terms]
[ ] got held up or pickpocketed
[ ] felt depressed because you were not as good academically as you were in high school
[x] did a last minute paper [lotsa times, honey]
[x] had spent a lot for 1x1 ID pictures [still am]
[x] got exempted from final exams
[ ] got exempted from a final exam but still took it
[x] attended a varsity pep rally
[x] watched LIVE AIDS, Androgyny, Maskipaps or any well-known variety show
[x] promised to quit smoking
[x] got into at least one (org- or council-sponsored) adventure race
[x] knew where the best restrooms are on campus
[x] joined an org
[x] allowed yourself to make mistakes
[ ] went to the gym in spite of having no PE class just to ogle varsity players
[x] took summer classes
[ ] admired the oblation
[x] made a video for a project
[x] had a crush on a teacher
[ ] had a teacher who had a crush on/tried to court you
[x] attended your ROTC Bivouac
[x] faked sickness to get an absence excused
[ ] got your car scratched by one of those "kuya bantayan ko kotse niyo" kids
[x] took a PE class where you had to pay for tuition (i.e. sportsclimbing, ten pin bowling, etc)
[x] went to school in your crappiest yet most comfy clothes [hello, UP]
[ ] learned how to use the Bayantel pay phones
[x] participated in school activities
[ ] caught the UP Pep Tryouts
[x] dated someone from UP
[x] rode an IKOT and TOKI
[x] found a tambayan
[ ] went drinking at Sarah's
[ ] learned how to beg for a higher grade
[x] used your 6 allowable absences wisely
[xxxx] lived in a dorm
[x] volunteered to be beadle or go-to guy for your group/class
[x] had the worst schedule
[x] realized that there really is just one coconut tree on the sunken garden [it's gone now]
[x] not used up all 6 allowable absences
[x] ate in ISSI, Treehouse, Mama Thai's and other more obscure cafeterias
[x] ate food Aristocart-style
[x] was active in your org
[x] attended an ACLE
[ ] got as many app forms as you can during the job fair
[x] learned how to cram
[x] sold tickets for (or watch) an org-sponsored movie premiere
[ ] saved money to Xerox all of your seatmate's notes
[x] had accidentally seen a make-out session
[x] slept in class
[x] finished a homework/assignment/paper in the shopping center or philcoa
[ ] had mountains of unused sample exams and/or old testaments
[x] resolved to be "better this semester"
[x] slept during a test
[xxxx] had groupmates from hell (ie no-shows, babblers, dependents, airheads, dreamers, idea stealers, plagiarists) [die assholes! die!]
[x] learned how to work with groupmates from hell
[ ] perfected the art of parking on campus
[ ] had a bad encounter with one of the guards on campus
[ ] developed a love for sisig
[x] practiced those UP cheers in the first meeting for PE class
[xxxxx] looked at microfilms in the library or poked through archives [hello, thesis]
[x] reserved a classroom, AVR, etc. for a class or org function
[xxxxx] attended UP Fair
[x] went to a library other than your own college's to research
[x] lost a perfectly functioning umbrella
[ ] used consultation hours properly
[ ] went to the Guidance Office for real, heart-to-heart guidance
[x] went to the infirmary
[ ] attend class with a hangover or tipsy --- attended class while drinking??
[ ] drink beer or alcohol while inside UP grounds
[x] walked all the way to Philcoa or Katipunan
[ ] bought frogs from NSRI or a Bio department
[x] maxed out on the 6 allowed unexcused absences but DID NOT drop
[x] got invited or pursued by a sorority or fraternity
[x] wore slippers to school
[x] had a professor who smoked in class
[ ] got diagnosed by the Infirmary as pregnant or infected with STD

CUTE.