Monday, February 02, 2009
I've come full circle.
It's far from something to be happy about. If anything, it scares me.
I'm rational enough to know that it's nothing of my conscious doing but delusional enough to think that I might just be too accommodating of this "routine."
Path dependency, my economist friend calls it.
I won't call it a bore - the intensities vary, the circumstances are always new - but somehow it's all predictable, and people who know me know that that doesn't work for me.
Convenience has nothing to do with it precisely because it's not convenient.
But then again, this might not be a routine. I mean, what do I know? What can five years actually tell you?
Somebody break this.
maya was REALLY just curious at
10:41 pm
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