Friday, December 19, 2008
break the sky.
One clueless year ago, I had wishedfor a year that would fare differently for a girl who had been essentially living alone for five years, had been working at a company that pays just enough to pay the bills and feed me and meet my friends twice a week and had just started law school.
Now a year later, it wasn't so much about my wish coming true. While the year turned out to be a tad too rock-y, I pretty much willed all the chaos that rocked my year. Believe me, so much has happened that I feel like it's been three years since December last year.
This entry won't be a recap; I'm pretty tired of replaying things over and over in my head - but that is not to say that I have regrets. I may squirm at the some of the memories, some even deserve a tear, some a moment similar to those looking-out-the-window-scenes a la Joey Tribiani. XD
At this point, I'm back to my old forward-looking self, albeit understanding that sometimes I must allow myself to live for the here and now. Knowing that, I am bracing myself for yet another year of learning - about myself and from other people.
Except that - yes, here's another wish - I hope the next year will be peaceful. And to set the mood for just that, I plan to leave Manila after Christmas to spend time someplace that's at the very least familiar, but where I've always spent with my good friends. This time, though, I'm going to spend most of my time there alone. I'll be staying for a few days at a syupahfriend's essentially empty house and do all the quieting down I deserve after this wild, wild year.
But knowing me, I'll probably be spending time with the same ol' culprits on some days. XD I mean it's not like I TOTALLY know the place. :D
maya was REALLY just curious at
07:48 pm
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